My gone cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, what I'ma call her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend himself over some bitch who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground shit that you did Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a I mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little brother man, he's only six old We waited in the cold for you, hours and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He wants to be just you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write - see I'm just like you in a way I never my father neither; he used to always cheat on my mom and her I can relate to what you're saying in your so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your across the chest Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for like us growin up You gotta me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass It's been six months and still no - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I was a lousy letter or a call I you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you cause if she suffocates suffer more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say shit just clownin dogg, c'mon - how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling to help your ass bouncing off the walls when you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each or maybe you need to treat her better I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to Come to about, his name was. it was you Stan!