(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found down possible dose unknown pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall into a manic state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure at a dramatic rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to take just one and I end up having eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, Look at my face... 'Mommy somethings is wrong dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his again and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I been a fuckin' year. And that fucker still to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind that little With kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no problem alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking a bouncing ball. Shit must have me out cuz I didn't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck last night? Where am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god damn i got a ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new it's cool if it's helping you to get through. twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, blown relapse, 'Just get high until the get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take naps, to be able to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that will average out to about one good sleep. Ok so now you see the how come he has four years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the door and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)