(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible over substance pulse is 60 and respirations 8 hes and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 palp patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper into a state, I'm a candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. Blood pressure climbs at a rate, I seem to to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think just have a taste'. Couple of of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I something in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. Maybe I'll grab a of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd think that all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! He's weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's like takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I can't and I say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) just a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the devil in my ear I sober a fuckin' year. And fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And maybe if I just half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind little line? With kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit half a why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin it hits my stomach and ahh. A weeks go by it aint even like im getting high. Now I need it just not to feel sick, im getting by. even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an excuse you Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am three months later, full relapse, 'Just get high until the get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an each nap, how many Valium? Three. And that will average out to about one hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken years just too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the same Heath, cuz that you know the Pneumonia thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you inside your pornos? Your VCR tape with your Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something takes me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)