I toe the of self-indulgence Every time I my pen Upon the page and form the I felt but couldn't show then And to myself I beg the Why do I thus As one to one and to Someone If I, afraid Of what the consequence of my cause might be, When I rant and rhyme and Do I for them or me? I believe there is merit In creating for self But why place the public What is left on the shelf? Though while I write I do not feel I pen is mine alone, Even could be misguided As are many I have Who swore, poor souls, they possessed The key to man's fate, in convincing some, But most could tell did but prate On subjects something vague cannot be unproven, or, In place of content, speak in Yet know not whom speaking for. No, I am not so; I do not feel I force divine, but still I know That I never be content To hold my tongue I would speak Or change my words to suit the Or pinch a blush upon my To feign my joy at love sour. I do not to disappoint The faith others place in me To the way to brighter days, But sometimes is all I see. I for good, I toil for hope, No one can my intent But even those who close Can often what I meant. My fear, come to realize, Is this: that I am wrong, my perception is askew, That I shyte and call it song. Perhaps always question thus, my merits, thoughts, and deeds 'Tis well, long as I go forth And see this, my vision, leads. Strong is she who knows her And speaks it she may not please. the audience That hears such thoughts as these.