Luyện nghe bài hát I Remember

Who's
there?

And I flashes of laughter
And lost in your soul
Seductive propaganda scrolling across my
Like cinema

and, and wooden spoons
Flies in the
Shadows across my

Smiling but dead, but dead
Smiling but dead, smiling but
but dead, smiling but dead

Crawling on linoleum
TV death
And corporate into my brain
Cracked porcelain
Covered insects and dirty dishes

The early anxiety of, of grade school
Dark stockings to the bruises
The secret friends, holidays
And everyone in their, in Sunday best
Pretending to like each

and generations
Of loneliness, sad
Stealing in the dead of night
To escape jawed henchmen
In, in the hungry of an angry slumlord
Miles and miles

and understanding
Waking on the side of the
Hissing radiator, hoses cracked like, burned skin
And so hot
A nuclear would've felt like
A cyclonian

I remember the first
I felt it alive inside me,
But the dead weight
Within the folds of its embrace

Opening and sliding those feathers
Inches at a
Its beak, its, its
Pushing and and, and pushing
And digging the membrane

And I remember going
And to it hum
I'm feeling it in its mysteries
Exploring me power

I this
And I know I had a chance
was never any escaping it

and God
and God