Mom I know I let you And though you say the days are Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But you place the blame on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we took too far
I in headfirst Never thinking who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom got it the worst The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my and all them other songs But regardless I don't you 'cause ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can this on and on But, to disagree gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have each goats Why we always at each others throats? when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car of belongings got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we this too far
to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the And I think of Nathan placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and desert Own a collection of maps and followed my to the edge of the atlas Someone ever them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, accept this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that always love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm coming home Well no matter the cost And if the goes down Or if the crew can't me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My children carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say goodbye cruel Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far, I want a new life