Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know he's not But don't you place the on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we took too far
I went in Never about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The brunt of it, but as as we are Did I take it too Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still to me, cause you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Storm and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, to have each other's goats Why we at each others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that it'd us close (nope) Further away drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken away by the at eight years old, and when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained estranged and I it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to day we remain estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to your grand baby's growth But I'm mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that painful though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One thing I never asked was where the fuck my dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And although one has met their Once you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm home tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children carry me Just know I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new