Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going through

I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around with the idea of the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going through

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights
But dwellin' on it only makes the worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

My friends just understand this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that what if I would made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, don't why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)